Things I've just realized.

I just realized that for once, I should just stop asking for people's opinions and advice (as helpful as they are) and do what I want to do.

And I am horrible when it comes to plans. I'm really just a "go with the flow" kind of person :)

Also, I really like being involved with school. Like being a part of Leadership and all that good stuff. I wish I had the balls to do all those kinds of things a few years ago.

Tomorrow if a golden train came to take you away, would you go or would you stay?

I'd like to thank Justin Nozuka for giving me eargasms during our last two pointless assemblies. How amazing is he? He's cute AND he has musical abilities! Too bad they don't make 'em like that here in the Ville (did I just refer to this place as "the Ville"? Someone shoot me now). Lately I've been listening to his album Holly nonstop and I am in love with his song "Golden Train". He's coming to The City on October 21st and I really want to go. We'll see what happens.

Senior superlatives can suck my dick. And it's the same shit over and over again. Best eyes, best smile, most likely to succeed, most athletic, blah blah blah. And of course the weird kid that no one really talks to gets the "Most Unique" title. But I'm amused at how the "Best Hair" category was taken out because everyone's getting extensions now. In my opinion, there isn't really anyone that stands out for any category. Well, maybe like one or two but compared to last year's seniors? We can't compete. Even I knew who should've gotten what for last year's class (and I was right for most of them). But this year, that isn't the case. I'm 1000000% sure I'm not going to get nominated for anything. If I do (which won't happen), I don't want to be nominated for anything lame. Plus, I don't think any of the superlatives suit me. But yeah, I'm not voting for anyone for anything so I don't want people to be all "VOTE FOR ME FOR (insert some cheap-ass superlative here that doesn't even apply to the person)" at me because I won't even bother.

God, I don't give a shit if senior year is my last year and I should be doing this and that. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT. NOW.

I've been craving In-N-Out Burger lately. We went on Tuesday after our game against Alisal. God, it was so good. Right now, I really want a cheeseburger with no onions and an order of animal fries.

I just realized that I won't be able to see the next Arsenal game (AGAIN) vs. Blackburn because I'll be over at Fresno for tennis. Bah.

Insomnia.

It's ridiculous how addicted I am to Gossip Girl. I missed a few minutes of it because my mother dragged me to go with her to get food and the people over at the KFC/Long John Silver's drive-thru misinterpreted our order. I have a love/hate thing for Dan Humphrey. I loved him in the beginning of the first season. I'm crazy attracted to him but I think he's a douche. I still think Leighton Meester is ridiculously gorgeous and I still have an insanely big girlcrush on her.

I really should be sleeping right now but I can't. Instead, I'm burning CDs of random mixes consisting of upbeat (mostly happy) music that doesn't remind me of anything or anyone. It's really addicting. I don't really make any great mixes but whatever.

I can't really think of anything else to talk about. Went to Luci to SoCal this weekend. I'm a bit tired to describe everything so I'll probably try some other time.